Perminent! Is What These Huge Dildos Did to My Asshole

I shouldn't have fuck balls deep every stroke on this massive dildo, and shouldn't have bought a dick pump and only every used it on my asshole for everyone's pleasure... I made hundreds of anal porn videos and blew my asshole ring the fuck out in every one of them and now I'm left with this busted down whoring anus that you could see through my underwear, it looks like granny pussy asslips like bruh, they bigger than the lips on my face! now I just pull down my pants and spread lips instead of cheeks, so busted and mashed I don't even remember what it was like to have a normal bumhole no more. Everytime I look in the mirror I'm reminded of what I've become, when I sit down I'm sitting on asslips and I could feel it, all day every day. Like I got botox of the bootyhole and now guys just cum by staring at it, this low hanging mess! I blame the dildo company for ruining my anus!